Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Monajat
Ay Khoda ay Masseeheh mehrabooneh man. Baz dashtam be kamboodiham fekr mikardam o ghosseh mikhordam keh man keh eenhameh be to alagheh daram va mikham har ja keh beri donbalet biam, va mani keh hamisheh beh fekreh to hastam, amma motasefaneh mibinam keh ziad ba sabegham fargh nakardam. Hameentor khodkhah o bozdel o bi-orzeh hastam keh boodam keh albateh to hameyeh gonahamo midooni rahm kon. Man keh be dardeh kesi nemikhoram beh khosoos to va dastam beh jayee nemireseh va hamash mibeenam keh digaran hosnhayeh ziadi darand va man angoshteh koochakeshoon nemisham. Yeki eemanesh bishtareh yeki kar kheiresh bishtareh yeki ba-orzeh tareh yeki bishtar zajr keshideh yeki ghalbesh pak tareh hatta oon adameh fasedeh motaadeh khoshgozarooneh zaheran az Khoda bikhabar beh to nazdeektareh ta man. Pas to chera az too een hameh adam mara fara khandi? Man keh kari az dastam bar nemiyad beh dardet nemikhoram. Beh cheh daleel mageh eenke khasti bozorgiat ra dar koochiki man zaher koni? Hameentor dar hayranam keh cheh ghadr beh man lotf kardi o mano nejat dadi o deli nou dadi. Mersi Khoda kheili mamnoon keh een hame beh man reseedi chon hala mifahmam ageh az yeh adam haghiri mesleh man nagzashti, daleelesh faghat mitooneh een basheh keh to sarapa mehr o mohabati. Pas hala keh vaz eentoreh man deegeh say mikonam digeh be natavani o mahdoodiatham fekr nakonam va menbad faghat beh khoobi o rahmeh to fekr mikonam o say mikonam bejayeh hasoodi barayeh digaran bishtar doa konam keh oonha ham shayad yek roozi be to pay bebarand va lotfat ra becheshand. Vaghti beh khodam fekr mikonam narahatam o azab mikesham amma vaghti keh chehreyeh zibat dar nazarameh digeh hameh chi o faramoosh mikonam.
Ah Maseeh be man beres mano faramoosh nakon. Ay Maryameh moghaaddas, madareh Khoda, keh barayeh adamhaee beelighat mesleh man khodeh ra fada kard, bia to ghalbam o mesleh ayneh pakesh kon keh chehreye Pesaret dar man namayan besheh. Ameen.
Ah Maseeh be man beres mano faramoosh nakon. Ay Maryameh moghaaddas, madareh Khoda, keh barayeh adamhaee beelighat mesleh man khodeh ra fada kard, bia to ghalbam o mesleh ayneh pakesh kon keh chehreye Pesaret dar man namayan besheh. Ameen.